Little Dog

all his life he's been could as far as he could
but the poor little beast
had done all that he should
this morning he swore by Odin and Thor
when the blood red sun had gone
and burnt it down
and the lights were lit in little town
so his prayer got granted
granted by love
for his space of one
he thought that thing that he never heard before
and all he could have sworn
when the blood red sun had gone
and burnt it down
and the lights were lit in little town
outside
all his life he been could as far as he could
but the poor little beast
had done all that he should
this morning he swore by Odin and Thor
when the blood red sun had gone
and burnt it down
and the lights were lit in little town
outside
and the little dog died


Schizophrenia

all the spirit lost
all the lights go out
have you ever trusted
have you ever found
a meaning in those years
a meaning in those times
when the sun escaped
let you be dark inside
hey you are young
with the lights above
they don't see you now
but you are strong as the ground
I hate to see you cry
but I know
one day you'll fly
rise above those empty tears
know your name
and know your fears
you are dead inside
you may try to hide
but visions make you mine
visions all the time
the morning comes with pain
dark is that all remains
playing thru the night
you're too scared to hide
hey you are young
with the lights above
they don't see you now
but you are strong as the ground
I hate to see you cry
but I know
one day you'll fly
rise above those empty tears
know your name
and know your fears
stop growing the fool
you may have become
nothing will change it
you already play it
stop closing your eyes
when you're near the sun
let them inhale you
let them wash you away


About Us Without Us

a fool in your whole life
a fool again
losing what is going right
it's you again
once that I feel
hiding there somewhere
nothing was still
taking me nowhere
once I felt cold
once I felt your heart
and I need it once more
to tear it apart
as naked as always
in your eyes
apart from this new life
we sparked sometimes
but I'm moving too fast
I guess I was crazy
I hope it wouldn't last
I needed that baby
now I'm falling apart
falling to ashes
I hope that some place
will take me for granted
and I'm moving so far
I hope that this Christmas
will open my heart
and take all my wishes
and you find a new life
find a new trace now
how broken is your heart
I know I can fix it now


The Orphan of Now

writing letters to a river
oh my love
the more people, more the better
oh my love
love your mother, no one is forever
oh my love
a precious gift is that now you have another
oh my love
trees like flowers, ego downfall
oh my love
wherever you may, wherever you go
oh my love
building stone walls and take them over
oh my love
help the hopeless, help the wasted
oh my love
you gave me a high and took away my life
how scared I was
wrong side of you and I don't know where to and how
terrified life
I'm the orphan of now
you're not perfect, time to give in
oh my love
I wanna hurt you, friend of never
oh my love
the summer when I turned into my father
oh my love
who will take me and kill me over
oh my love
you gave me a high and took away my life
how scared I was
wrong side of you and I don't know where to and how
terrified life
I'm the orphan of now
all the things go from my stomach
all those lies it's time to murder


The Bell

it's the ghost that moves your hands off your bike
it's the ghost that hides your wasted your life
it's the ghost that tells you're already gone
but somehow you let it done
it's the ghost that fills your head full of clouds
it's the ghost that peels the warmth out of your lungs
it's the ghost that dries your mouth when you cry
but somehow you let it try
it's the ghost that hides in the back of your car
it's the ghost that blames your girl for your fall
it's the ghost that makes you feel more alone
but somehow you let it grow
it's the ghost that tears the years into rhyme
it's the ghost that ate half of your life
it's the ghost that built your youth out of walls
but somehow you let it grow
and someday you'll let it go
so I'll never fall, I'll never be
let me against your love tonight
let me against the world tonight


Wondering

as you might know what we had
as you might know without being sad
as pills will grow on your head
as reasons lost while being sad
as you might maybe wondering
the times we had
all those late nights suffering
we did it again
the trembling pain as it used to be
when you were sad
the shining star as I want to be
with love and regret
as you might call it suffering
and maybe we will regret this
and maybe time won't heal it
there's nothing to say, but you did
there's no one to call, so I never did
as you might maybe wondering
the times we had
all those late nights suffering
we did it again
the trembling pain as it used to be
when you were sad
the shining star as I want to be
with love and regret
as you might call it suffering
as you might call it wondering


Windhand

a pure breed ocean
one towerless hall
one gaze of the voiceless
I'm fire, no soul
give me your arm back
let me chop it and you'll decide
how no cake is worthless
a windhand girl you are
a young girl just looked at
give me back all what you see
pretend we are no one
but you know it's more likely to be
give me your arm back
let me chop it and you'll decide
how no cake is worthless
a windhand girl you are
a hail to the darkness
one jump to the sea
I left all my dress home
more naked more free


All The Time Forever

and I said to the world
to feel, to heal, to forget me
go swallow my heart
my house, my dreams, create a new me
now this is the world
the ground, the time I need to see
you just take me away
and hold the love inside of me


The Run

as you are tired of the ways of your footsteps
tired of the ways you roam
as you are take over lives with your armpits
taking the ones you hold
as you are moving the sound with your eyelids
heaven folds, closes holes and all the doors
it's like the meaning of pain when you hold back
turning the care to shine
as you are tired of the world with your arms spread
over the pain you hide
as you are moving the sound with your eyelids
heaven folds, closes holes and all the walls


Tonight

all I've ever said
when I grow up I'll be more than my dad
my life will fulfill that
but tonight I'm dressed in black
I'm 13 and I'm terribly sad
I'm going to my father's bed
but tonight
he's resting his old hands
but tonight
he'll never speak again
and tonight I grow up
to be like you
and I'll never ever let you go
and the pain you've had
I'll have it too
and when the time will come
I may let it go
all I've ever said
when I grow up I'll be more than my dad
but my life didn't fulfill that
and tonight I'm dressed in white
I'm losing it at 35
how can a man just change his life
I know you want it too
and tonight
I feel I can let you go
all those laughs you had
when you were sad
all the time
you tried to pretend
all the young loves that
you might had
all those reasons left
of you being bad
how the sun did shine
when you were falling in love
how it ended badly
as your own loss
how a tree does grow
if you plant a seed
how this tree will leave the world
you did create


Viper

pretty Lily trouble
the hatred of being alone
looking for a cover
shadow of the evening soul
the silence in your dreams
waiting for
the weapon and its target
the open roar to its core
and more
pretty Lily trouble
erase now what you feed
you can use your talent
the boy who all girls weak
drowning in rivers
but never feeling the pain
moon girls and flavors
but missing all the game
the game


The Tiger

line me up by the vault with you
with this girl from school, just like you do
what do you want to do, go now
and let's run to the shore
you are worth aching for, aren't you
after all these years you got to go
what do you want to do, go now
and let's run to the shore
let them all walk away with you
this life forever changed but you do know
what do you want to do, go now
and let's run to the shore
sometimes you fall
sometimes you fall
you care who you adore
and how to love more
somehow you just burnt me
somehow you just do
choose your own adventure
I can hurt someone like you
I'll be here when you die
to carry you home
we are all so alone